| wow today totaly sucked...I dont think anything good happened....but then again not much has been latley.
It seems like the times when you think that you cant take anymore that everyone just comes at you and tries to just finish you off....gosh Mrs.Jennings did a great job of ruining my day today..and so did like 50 other people.
Whatever Im not really in the best mood right now so Im just gunna go... I cant deal with any more crap right now.
Josh..wow Im not sure what to say right now Ive been thinkin about everything so much today because you were the only thing that made me feel better...but then again it didnt...I dont know how to explain how I feel right now...we just really need to talk...Im so worried I dont know if your mad at me or what but you just signed off the other night and now I havnt talked to you in like this whole week...what is going on between us?
Im far from lonley...</3
But Ill be just fine pretending Im not...Im far from lonley and your all that Ive got..
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| why does this always happen to me???...
We've been to strong for to long...and I cant be without you..
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school...home...then god knows what...what an exciting day... I can already tell that this isnt gunna be a good day..might just try to stay home b.c I feel like crap..but w.e
bye
Josh I love you....Im not sure what happened last night but I think we really need to work things out....I just want you to be happy
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| well today was a fun day...we had 20 minute classes b.c we had an enrichment show
I was so freakin embarrassed though..he was doin a monolgue(play by 1 person) and he kept gettin peole to come up there and I was sittin on the front row and he told me to come up there and he tried to get me to do a cool walk and I was just like no lol and I was really nervous so I started chewin my gum...haha so many teachers came up to me after that and told me and I didnt ever notice I was doin it! but w.e!
Then on the bus Pablo like attacked me!...gauh he hurt my knee I dont even know what the heck he was doin!..lol so I got up to move and I sat down and there was water in the seat! gauh I was soo mad!
Well Im gunna go play some basketball
<3 ya!
melissa
I love you Josh.
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| Wow...I think today was one of the worst days Ive had in a while..
Im not really gunna go into detail but one of my "friends" called me a bitch today while we were playing volleyball...omfg how gay is that!
Then there is the new girl...wow I dont even know where to start with this one! Im so sick of her that I was crying at lunch...everything that has been bothering me for the past few weeks all came out at lunch...but she wont get the best of me or my clique..haha o that brings up the other thing...she is takin us to the principals b.c she thinks she knows about "clique"..its all a freakin joke but obviously she cant take a joke...
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!
I am so amazingly sick of all the stupid drama! People need to learn how to keep their mouths shut. They need to learn how not to judge people. How not to spread freakin rumors...wow it just goes on and on!
The only thing that keeps me going....is knowing that I have you..
<3 ya,
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my heart have stoppedsearching because ican honestly saymy heart has foundexactly what it`s beenlooking for. <3  When i see you,the world stops as ifthe only purpose in life was for me toplease you <3 maybe i am scared. maybe i'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. you are everything i think about. everything i want. <3  i wanna get to the point where no matter what happens. no matter how long we go without being together. no matter how many fights we get in - that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other so much <3  it's not up to me anymore ; if you want me in your life bad enough... you'll find a way to put me there.<3 Dont know what else to say to explain it....<3 []v[]elissa |
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